My heart is heavy, and my patience has worn thin. Eight years ago when I started to vocalize that I didn’t like our current President, I became a “racist”. If you weren’t an Obama lover, you were a racist. I trudged through both of his terms, watching more and more things fall apart in our country. Anytime I spoke of my feelings, out came the racist card. This wasn’t the country I grew up in. What happened to it? Where did it go?
Finally it’s time for Obama to be gone. Who does the Democratic party choose? Hillary Clinton. HILLARY CLINTON! The woman who lies upon every breath she takes! The woman whose husband made a mockery out of our Country when he wasn’t having sex with “that woman”, (I remember the testimony) but then we learn of a blue dress, stained with his semen. I’m only going to mention the cigar. To bring such dishonor disgusted me. Only to have them steal the good silverware and more when they left the White House. How does one conveniently forget this? Or the accusations of rape? All these women coming out of the woodwork were silenced. How? Hillary Rodman Clinton, that’s how. The list is long and distinguished, as well as the list of mysterious deaths around people she knew, worked with, starting with the first she had supposedly had an affair with. But let’s drop all that. It’s okay. It doesn’t count. Because Hillary is the next best thing to sliced bread! Well, good for you, but don’t expect me to jump on your band wagon liking her, believing in the persona she showed to the public. Do some research and if you have guts enough, you may just find out she wasn’t the “good woman” she portrayed she was.
You know what? I have a lot of democratic friends. And since deciding not to vote for the scandalous, vicious, lying woman that LIED TO US, made up a story about a video on You Tube that had provoked the “problem” in Benghazi. LIED! Four good men died that day. Not just died, but BRUTALLY, horrendously, in a manner that I hope we will never see or hear about again. I don’t have the energy to bring up the deceit that surrounds this woman, I only mention a few, to make a point. Because I opted NOT to vote for her, and I voted for Trump. In my eyes he was and still was the best candidate. That’s my opinion, you’re entitled to yours. But what you aren’t entitled to is to plaster your views all over my property! Why is this so hard for people to understand? It’s simple, if you want respect, give respect. But I confess, I’d vote for Charles Manson before I’d give another vote to a Clinton. Just saying.
Now, as I speak out about how this political narcissistic woman (who screwed Bernie, by the way, but again, we can forget that…) I then became a misogynist, a bigot, and Mrs. Clinton herself labeled me a “deplorable”. Let’s not forget that I’m a xenophobic! Interesting. Interesting because all the while I was researching, and making an educated decision on WHO to vote for, my eyes couldn’t believe what I was reading, seeing. This woman is calling ME a deplorable? Seriously?
Now we have President Donald J Trump. Who isn’t taking any salary! Really? And those of you who THINK you are spreading the truth with your belligerent stance “not my president” on your facebook? Put your money where your mouth is. ACT. Contact your state government, do something! But to sit and berate daily, and drag us all through it with you, it’s long past ridiculous and I’m long past patience. And those of you (media, and some folk) who support the left who are making up lies, (and mind you, I’m not even going to touch what I think of Obama or his wiretapping games. He, the Saint who is now collecting major money for speeches. How does that grab ya?) What is he speaking about, how to divide a nation? Because he’s good at that! I’ll give him that one.) Donald J Trump did NOT divide this Nation, he inherited it. And the hatred that we are seeing from the left wasn’t brought on by Donald J Trump’s presidency, it revealed it!
A couple of my many gay friends who I stood behind and beside since their early teens, at a time when it wasn’t so acceptable, they were the first to name call, unfriend me. Remind me why we were friends? Because friends don’t do that to other friends. The last unfriend came a few days ago after I clicked “like” on Donald J Trump. This was from a guy with political intentions and whom I really believed in, believed he could make a difference, but what does he do? Threatens the new President in such a post that I was embarassed for him. “If you come for this, if you come for that..” Now I believe he would fit very well in the political arena. Why? Because he cannot be friends with me because I don’t see things his way. Oh yes, by God, we need another politician with this attitude! Good luck to you, and I’m upset with myself that I’m even disappointed in who you turned out to be. But I guess we’re even, because according to your views “You’ve showed me evidence and proof of Trump’s whatever, I don’t even know what to call it, other than calling Trump all the names I’ve been called, and on my facebook pages! Not just personal, but my business page.
I still stand behind Trump. He is OUR President. And did you notice all those “celebs” who were going to move out of our Country if he got elected…. which ones have moved????? NONE that I know of. So much for taking a stand! Your words mean nothing, NOTHING now.
I haven’t seen President Trump take any gay rights away, have I missed it? I haven’t seen him do half the things that were largely blown out of proportion by his “haters”, including the media. And ya know? “Haters” is putting it mildly. As much as I, (remember, the racist?) hated his policies, I wasn’t disrespectful. I waited for his term to be up and helped place the person I felt was best for the job.
Now not only am I all of those names, but it’s in my face every day. Everyone is afraid to say anything because Lord only knows what will come of it! I just can’t believe this stuff. I mean if you’re in college and you have to miss time because Trump was elected? Life is going to eat you up, because I’m here to tell you? Life isn’t easy!
Today I deleted someone that I love dearly from my facebook. I did that because she came and posted insulting comments. I’d read her posts, wonder why, now that she is married and happy, why would she posts daily about “not her president?” Truly the quality of her life is more than just hating Trump. Where were the pictures of husband and wife doing nice and fun things together? Truly, she can see beyond the lies and hatred that is coming from “the tolerant ones”? I guess not. So, sadly I unfriended her because if she can write those things on my facebook? “Yikes, Donna what happened to you? Donna I feel sorry for you in so many ways” (trust me, she wasn’t sorry because my situation warranted sympathy. A friend wouldn’t do that. Accepting that is very painful, but it will be okay.
Oh? You should know, I have been a registered Democrat since I was 18. I voted for Bill Clinton the first time, and I voted for Obama the first time and I voted for Bernie in the Primaries, even though I do not want to see socialism in our country. I don’t think we can afford it. MY OPINION. This week I will be going into Town Office and changing my party. And other than writing a blog about my feelings once in a while, and an occasional post on my facebook, I’m not in anyone’s face about it. I don’t unfriend people because of their politics. But I do unfriend them for treating me badly!
So, not only did I lose a friend today that I’ve known since the 80’s, but I also went to see my girlfriend who I mentioned in my last blog, and her family was there saying goodbye to her. It hit me. I couldn’t talk to them long, and I couldn’t stay, I fell apart in tears. It’s happening very fast. And while I pray for her, that God will be merciful, and won’t let her suffer, I wanted to sit with her again, I wanted to laugh with her again. Because her laugh was contagious. And I had a lot of fun with her, and when I was struggling through depression, she was right there beside me.
I had dropped off her favorite donuts the other night, she was asleep. I didn’t want to disturb her sleep, but I left them on her table. I had hoped, and still do, that I could get her favorite Chinese food, because eating, and unhealthy eating was something we shared. We have the same demons here.
So now I cry, and my tears fall on the canvas I’m working on. It’s okay, it’s fruit, it looks like dew drops. And I’ll cry for the loss of a friendship that I hope to always hold dear. And I will. I’ll get beyond this. It’s like a death, you make resolve with it only because you have no other choice. The missing never stops, but somewhere along the line of grief you have to accept it. And while it’s sad, I feel good about making the decision to not accept her remarks. As mentioned above, my patience has worn thin. When a left wing friend starts talking on my facebook page, I’m waiting for the insult, for the refute, because it’s been eight long years of this name calling. And not yet six months since Trump took office.
Even if I didn’t like President Trump, I would support him. But I DO like him. I don’t like things about him, but I believe in his abilities, and I believe our Country needs this administration financially. I think it’s time for all people, all parties, to put differences aside and do what they can to make this country work again. Healthcare? Needs to be bipartisan. The post that brought the end of the friendship was actually about getting involved, not just bitching, but doing something about the things you don’t like about the bill. It’s not good for me, I will make sure my voice is heard. BOTH SIDES, ALL SIDES need to come together for this healthcare bill. But for some reason the left doesn’t quite understand that the right? Has the same needs there. As if this was put into play to destroy or kill them. Such drama, such bad drama? Doesn’t fit into my life now. I’ve survived a whole lot in my life, and by coming through it, my view is different, and that’s a good thing, regardless of who agrees or disagrees with me. My views have value, I’m not a dumb uneducated woman, and nor am I any of those names I’ve been called. But stand up for yourself once? You’d think the world fell apart.
So once again, if you can’t handle what I’ve said about your candidates, please do the kind polite thing. Just walk past this. Why do the left feel the need to plaster their views and thoughts on everything? And mind you, I do not mean to group all Democrats into the same bucket, I apologize if I did that. That would be a bit ironic, considering what I’m complaining about! But for those of you intolerants? Those of you who think it’s okay to abuse the rest of us who don’t agree with you? Those very people who will read this and say “listen to the whiner?” I’m not a whiner. I’m setting boundaries. Unless you can respect me and my views, as I will you, then please move along. God help you when all the trials and things come out about the wrong doings that have gone on in this country. It will come. The truth always comes out, and when it does, where will you be? I’ll be right here, speaking my truth, and respecting your rights, is it to ask for you to respect mine?
Furthermore? I think it’s time for all to stop looking at your rights, and defending and drama about something that isn’t even happening, and start asking yourself this:
“Ask not what you can do for me, ask what you can do for your country!” It’s called patriotism!
You have my permission to share this, if you want. I know I’m not alone here.