I should have expected this, but I expect far more of myself than I do or would anyone else. I have been doing so well, accomplishing much, focused…catching a thermal and getting free lift. It has felt wonderful, though today I soared right into a tree.
It has taken me 4 hours to do 2 tasks, and I have yet to complete them. I cannot focus, I cannot go from A to B because the steps in between confuse me. I have just crawled back into bed… I have had enough today. Not sure if I’ll just take a nap, or if I’ll hibernate for the rest of the day/night. I am sure some of this has to do with being sick over the weekend and today my body feels like I tumbled onto cement. There must be a “storm-a-coming”.
If I go to sleep, or rest now, and accept that today is a bad day, that I did get one thing done, then maybe I will still be able to salvage a few good hours later.
Lost line drawings, orders, requests, and the general feeling like today I am a failure, I should just sell my business and go stock shelves at Piggley Wiggley.
See why I’m going back to bed? I need to get my thoughts to jump tracks, to the GOOD side!