First I want to say, you know you are in a good hotel when they have a separate switch for the fan beside the light switch.
Today was a difficult day. While yesterday I managed to keep myself pretty calm, and would rest whenever I had anxiety, today I cannot say I did so well. I’ll forego all the crap to just tell you…. I am in Joisey…in a very nice hotel…. snuggled into bed for what will hopefully be a successful, fun class tomorrow.
While driving down I was nervous Nellie. Frankly, this pisses me off. It appears that I have lost my self confidence. I have traveled to Canada alone, to Mexico alone… I have driven to NC, OH and more alone… I have become a wuss.
Typically when traveling it is quiet time, serene time, time to reflect, give thanks, etc. Today was far from that, but the good thing is… I made it. I’m here, and after dinner at Cracker Barrel, I’m off to sleep.
Thank you for your support, for the many prayers and encouraging words I received today. And special thanks to my mother and my nephew who make these trips possible.
goodnight hugz being sent from joisey